zizi la oi

2009-12-09T08:12:00.000-08:00

hey ! hey !
will updating blog today specially for suzie darling..
swit kan ?? hees...alot of things happen yesterdae..
probs and probs..i dunnoe wen will it settle...
i just cant trust guys animore..hais...nvm...if u wan me bck ,
just prove to me dat u r willingly changing for me..den i will c how..
kk...lets don't talk about problems, coz it will make me stressing out again...
i wan to relax my mind for now and be happy...ok, lets talk about wat i did today..
hmm...bt so far, nuthing much i have done today..been siting at hm till
6,playing comp from morning til about 6...chit chating and lots more..
ard 4, text an bby wether wan to mit or not,and he sae ken...
he just came bck from werk..and he is going bck home to change,
to get ready for takraw, he was left behind,while the rest is alr at 521 takraw court
and ard 5 he call me den mara2 tk tentu psl,he is angry wif hys bro coz of noone at home and hys bro haf bring along the key...beh aku yg kene bebel...sedeh sey...nvm...dgr kan je die bebel..
so din took cab from the place whr they play takraw just to pass the key to him..haha...cian din..
den he ask me to mit hym at blok 521 there...i reach there ard 8...by the time i reach there,dorg da bes maen tkrw..haha...coz ade wak2 nk maen,bab tu dorg abes siang...den i ketok hym to blanje me and kecik mkn...haha...phsyco aku jalan jugak seh...hehe...bought 2 cup of $1 coke,1 cheeseburger and one mac chicken...haha...sedap dohhhh!
den eat and slack till ard 10...den an bby send me and kecik to bustop...
smpi umah je, mcm2 bende jadi..mls nk citekan...hehe
ni i update oso just coz of suzie tau...
swit kan i b????hehe
k la...till here onli aitex !
bye !

To Dearest Marina
i hope you understand how
i feel..its has been 2 year wif an,
its reali difficult to go through
a relationship for years,
i have gone through alot of
thick and thin with him..
i reali love him alot that i reali cant
afford to lose hym no matter what,
i reali hope you understand my situation..

And To An Joker Bby
please change to be a better person,
remember what have you promise me?
i still keep all the msg that you promise..
i reali love you so much that i don't want to lose you again
enough of 4 mth living without you..
my life is so miserable in that 4 mths
i dun wan it to happen again..
please dear, be sincere with me can?
please don't make me lose my trust towards you again.
i love you.

I LOVE YOU BODO !

2009-12-07T10:53:00.000-08:00

hello bodo !
da lame tk update ehkk..
nga malas nk update...
been busy wif probs..
kip on having misunderstanding between us,
so we will just be TTM for now..
we just thought it will be a good thing for us
but watever it is, i still love you so much,
and that will never ever fade PAHAM?
bby, i will accept ur decision..
as long ur hepi wif wat we are now..
i'm hepi for u..i wud wait for you no matter wat,
coz there is no other guy i wud want to be wif,
other than you..only you can truly understand me
and be there for me..
in my eye, your way different than other guys..
thanks for being there for me despite good or bad tymes..
i truly appreciate a guy like you..
i'm so lucky to have you wif me and to continue having you wif me
i love you FULLSTOP .
OK BYE.

2009-11-16T16:58:00.000-08:00

heyyyy!!

will be updating for sunday post also..
on sun bb mom treat me and kakak magic wok at city hall
for our bdae..is'nt she swit..
fahmi,bb and abg dom come along wif us too..
it was damn fucking nice...
gerek!!!hehe..after eating...
walk2 at one mall...i forgot wats the name of the mall
mak bought for me and kakak a pair of shoe each..
then walk2 again..ard 6 i make a move to hospital to mit grandma..
bb accompany me to hosp ferst,then he go bck after dat and play takraw..
dats all for sunday ok!

and as for monday...

had a lot of fun on my bdae yesterdae..
wen to hospital first to visit my grandma at 11am..
sit2 and talk2 wif grandma, ard 1 i make a move to school,as i'm having exam from 1 to 2pm
but i was half an hour late...haha..starkarat...after exam straight away went home and get myself change to go out wif bb,kak ana and abg dominique..meet bb under my block ferst,he fetch me..then proceed to p.r to meet kakak and abg dom at bb house...wait for kakak to siap...nazir will also be following us..wait for hym...so went out ard 4+..they plan to eat at swensen at orchard..so trained ourself there..the place is very near to the mrt station...haha..style jugak tmpt die..we just haf our freeflow dessert that cost about 20 bucks for each person..it was damn fun...but i don't get to eat alot coz something happen to me..dont need to know okay..after eating, we ektuali dunnoe whr to go and its onli 8pm...still early to go bck seh..so nazir give us a suggestion to go grandlink..me and kakak did'nt go there before...so we trained ourself to paya lebar,and from paya lebar mrt, we walk to the place..bb lead the way...as we dunnoe how to go to the place from paya lebar mrt station..we book for 2hrs and that cost for 20bucks...abg dom pay for us..the ferst person hu start to sing is bb...haiyo...tk sbr2..den i feel like gerek...so i sing duet wif bb..haha...swit jugak pe...den bla bla bla..ard 10.30 we make a move...bb send me bck home...while the rest straight away go bck to p.r..hehe..k la till here onli aitex !

bb, tanx for the treat and the gift...
i'm so hepi to have you bck in my life..
plz dun ever hurt me again..
i cant afford to lose you again..
i love you so much bb..
i miss you so much..

Specially from me (:

2009-11-15T21:48:00.000-08:00

Saaaaaaaaaaaaaap !

KecikMonster here. Just dropping by zye's blog , To Wish her a HAPPY 17 BDAY! Ngok, da besar Kakak Kakak kite ny ^^ I just wanna say, Hope you will enjoy your day today &have all your wish granted. I'm sorry that i didn't prepare any gift for you, so this is the least i could do &i hope this could cheer you up a lil bit . haha. And i'm sorry i'm not there to celebrate your bday with you. But then, even if so, it doesn't make any difference right (: I don't want to be the one spoiling your day today, you know what i mean (: I wanna thank you for always being there for me when i needed someone. You never fail to make me smile when ever i'm down. Even though sometimes i do get hurt with your words but i know you mean it in a good way &that you want me to change. I'm so lucky to have a cousin like you. A Happy Go Lucky Sister by my side like you makes my day. By all means, when ever, where ever you need me, never hesitate to look for me. We live in the same house anyway ^^ I'll try my best to help cheer you up okay. I'm sick &tired of fighting &having misunderstanding between us. I'm trying my best to change &will try to go to school regularly, okay ? hehe. Okay till here then. Happy Bday (:

This was the surprise i meant in the morning.
i originally thought of posting this in my blog,
but i wanna try something different.
so here you go ^^
All the best, darla.
&LAST LONG WITH ABG FARHAN ! ^^

2009-11-11T06:33:00.000-08:00

haluu !! had alot of fun today!! yahooo!! goshhhh!!! i start to mish bb alr.. hais...wen ken we spent tyme together again... i feel like 1 year never mit you..hehe.. ok ! lets start talking about wat happen today.. bb wake me up for school at 6.54am...i was so sleepy he nagg at me to wake up and go skul.. but i refuse to wake up...coz i was very sleepy as i slept late yesterdae night, after bb nagg alr.. i put down the phone, den i sleep bck..hehe i'm reali sorie bb if i make you upset and never listen to you.. i woke up again at ard 8.30 so, i wake maha up then wen to bath.. after da siap2 nk go skul...i call mummy dat i wan to go out alr, then she sae wait for her till she come bck from poly.. haiyo!!!mom reached home ard 12.. den i tell my mum, might as well no nid to go skul.. and my mum said ok,so she call my teacher to inform.. since no nid to go skul... crk chance la nk kua...wen for luch at food culture first while waiting for bb to finish skul.. ard 1 bby text me dat he otw tamp alr to fetch me... he reached tamp ard 1.30...then from tamp took bus 21 to p.r as he wans me to accompany him home to change and get ready to go bugis... mawi follow us too..bb siap alr,den waited for mawi till ard 4... den off to bugis, mit kak ana and abg dominique ferst at bugis control station..den off to bugis street to shopping... i bought one long pants..den walk2 at bugis street till ard 6.. ektuali i was late to go home alr...i promise my mum to go bck early, bt instead, i was late...hehe...so took bus 12 from bugis and bck to p.r to change to my school clothes bck..changed alr,went home strait..hmmm... i tink dats all for today...buhbyez !

2009-11-09T07:05:00.000-08:00

heyloo !
today went to ct hall to take my cheque wif farah..
ektuali i nid to wait for maha at ct hall..
but since shes late, i go and take my cheque first while waiting for her..
farah did'nt attend school today as she was late alr..
taken my cheque alr..took mrt to simei to take my wallet from hosp,
as yesterdae i forget to bring bck my wallet wen i visit my grandma..
haha...after that...hit back to tamp and slack wif my bb,kecik,maha and din
till ard 5,then strait to hosp mit grandma after slacking..i was damn hungry at that time...
since mummy haven reach hosp..i ask her to buy for me mee hong kong..hehe..
mummy reach hosp ard 7...coz she finish werk late...so sad...and lastly i start to mish bb alr...
2moro cant meet him seh.. :(

hais..k la...till here kays peeps !

2009-11-08T05:29:00.000-08:00

sori for not updating..
been bz visiting my grandma
at hospital..
kate cucu tercyg kan..
jadi ane leh tinggal kan nenek sorg2
haha...jus now wake up at 10 in the morning..
msg an bby..then he called me...so otf jap wif hym,
while waiting for mommy to come bck..after ibu come bck alr..
mit hym and din jap...lepak behind my blok jap sementare 2ungu ibu
masak...haha...after mummy finish cooking,i went up ferst and eat
leaving them behind...haha...besa kan perot dulu aru tron alek..
finish eating,cume down again..and den oso went bck..so left me and an bby
talk2 wif hym and everything..den ard 5 went home
and get ready to go hosp wif mommy
msg2 wif hym while at hosp till now...haha
so hepi to have hym in my life again..
cant wait for the tyme to come..
i love you so much an joker !
plz change to be a better person okay bb?
mish u sangat2...
gtg!
nk lepak2 ngan kecik..
tkcr!

2009-11-06T05:14:00.000-08:00

hey hey !
back to my single life..
but still i'm not available..
evrything has settled...
i'm sorry, but i realli nid to let u go..
i realli cant go on wif u..
and i cant lie to myself..
tanx for evrything and all the sweet memories...
i appreciate every single thing that you have done for me..
so pls don't do anything stupit when i'm not wif you..
and i hope you will find a beta girl one day..
i'll pray that for you okay..
once again..i'm sorry..
tc of urself..and be happy always..

MonsterKenet.

2009-11-05T05:58:00.000-08:00

Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap,

KecikMonster here. Since her blog look dead with no post, might as well i help her create a post just for the sake of posting since i'm already helping her with her blog skin. See, how nice i can be. zye is so lucky to have me as her cousin. so caring &loving towards her. kan zye? haha. k, sumpah fake. haha. so anyway, i just wanna say that zye is my cousin &no one can separate our blood relation. Short &simple enough? Well then get that straight to your brain &remember. Cause if you try to screw our relationship, You'll better watch your back. heh, okay ? ^^ Oh yea, if you ever try to make her cry, or worst, hurt her,... well only then you'll know what happen. hehe. Like they say, banyak ckp, banyak bohong pe. haha. Ok bye. oh wait, before i forget..."mak &pak da cerai. tinggal kan mak same nak je. seday, one fam no more." haha, ader paham ? if not, just go figure out what i'm trying to say . ok seriously, da bye.